But I can't figure out what. I'll try.
Break down:
School - Haven't done anything for thesis yet. Planning to do this today, look for interviewees and finalize questionnaires but I'm not sure if we'll make any progress. I feel so lazy right now I don't even want to come to class. :P
But that's not a problem. Things like that can be patched up very easily. I just need a push, or maybe a close deadline.
Family - It's cool. I don't want to talk about it but it's alright. I get the time I want now.
Friends - Mads is torn while Lola can't figure out if she's in love or what. I'm affected by what's happening with Mads but like Lola said, at the end of the day it's her problem, and I can't do anything to solve it.
Work - Boss told me to increase the number of articles I write in a day. I write two articles normally, sometimes one when I feel lazy. Now I write three and it's still not good enough. Eh, maybe I'll increase it again next month when he tells me. :P
Nanowrimo - Dropped. Stuck at 11,000 words. I know what to write. I just don't know why I can't write it. Why can't I? Well, that's what I'm trying to figure out here. *sigh*
Boyfriend - Do I have one? :P Aw, he's alright. He's doing what I told him to do. But I don't know if it's really what I want, or if he feels bad about it. He doesn't open up to me and say what he thinks and what he feels. He thinks that I'm the bestest person ever. It's always me me me which I really hate. I loved the attention, but now I'm getting tired of it.
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What's my problem? What's wrong? I still don't know. I don't know why I'm unmotivated, hopeless, and lonely. All I know is that I have a lot of things to do, and maybe I should start working on those right now. Because of this ugly feeling it'll be hard, but it's worth trying.
